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Saturday, August 27, 2005

just came back from the spook show '05 by some community baptist church (cant remember the church name, and i dun have the ticket anymore)

what i had thought was just a magic show turned out to be an "illustrated sermon". it started out like any other magic show, but with a rather interesting occult theme of sorts, before ending with a sermon and asking pple to become christians. not so directly, mind u, but how i just said it takes up fewer words.

i gotta admit, it was quite an experience, sitting in a convention hall full of pple, all repeating after the pastor in prayer. very moving, very heartwarming. something i think acs has tried to do for years on end but never succeeded.

but personally its gotten a little more confusing for me. not completely literally of course, im not confused in the most specific sense of the word, but after being influenced by 3 religions, im not sure at all. i know ultimately its a choice. but have i made that choice subconsciously? how do i know if i've made that choice? and how do i know what choice i've made?

questions that i've been grappling with since sec 1, and as u can see i still havent found an answer to any of them..about the only clear cut thing is that i believe in God. beyond that, im lost.

lost sheep? maybe..


Cheong Chee Jun scribbled at 6:35 PM